The beginning of the Book of Sirach talks of divine wisdom. The text from Mark just preceding today's Gospel depicts Jesus transfigured. Peter, James and John are made aware of the special role of Jesus. We are further reminded of this in today's Psalm.
In the Gospel Peter, James, John and Jesus come down from the mountain to a potentially awkward situation. The disciples had been asked to deal with a possessed boy. They had seen God's power in Jesus. They had grown in the confidence of their own connection with the Divine. They took a risk. They tried to imitate their Master. They were unsuccessful and their personal weaknesses were brought to their attention. I can imagine the life of the father of the boy in the Gospel. He has seen his son suffer for years and questioned why.
I feel a real connection with today's readings. I am grateful for our God who does not give up on us. I have something down deep within me that keeps me coming back, but I have a set of experiences that can leave me with questions. "I do believe, help my unbelief."
My prayer today is first in thanksgiving for the moments of revelation.
I also pray for strength when my spirit is challenged by experience.
"I do believe, help my unbelief."